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我一直觉的，我俩之间总是隔着一道墙。

原来是因为这个缘故

当我的知真相，我的世界仿佛下这嚎啕大雨

心想为什么不早点阻止我呢？

为什么要让我县入如此困境？

或许我有错，

错在为何当初我没问清楚

错在我太信任你

因为我相信就算全世界的人背叛了我

你也不会！

我相信就算全世界的人骗我

但是你不会！

如今我相信的一切都只是虚假的

原来在这世界上没有一个人是值得相信的。。。

你说你从没想过要骗我

但现在的我心情很乱

无法理智的思考

云把你带来

带到我的身边

而我一直在等待，

等待着哪天你能带我离开黑暗的光线

原本以为就算风要把我们拆散

我也会紧紧地握着你

即便是世界末日我也不放开你的手

但事到如今

不由得我说不放就不放

我明白不是说喜欢就一定要去争取的

有时现实生活逼得我们不能不放弃

相遇原本应该是最珍贵的感受

但相遇在错误的时刻就会变成遗憾。。。







To ：苯奴隶乌鸦

苯蛋的世界有一种魔法

可以对抗聪明人的愚蠢

那个魔法就是真诚

你的真诚会使的世界便的更美丽

你的笑容就如花一般美丽

我会等待你施展魔法的那一天

我衷心地祝福你

希望你能永远的幸福快乐

From：你的主人

First of all i have to apologise to Josiah

sorry for venting my anger on you when u called me last night.

I'm kind of fustrated this few days

so little things really do pissed me off.

but i kon you were innocent and got scolding from me once i pick up the call.

cos actually last night i was sms-ing

then suddendly mood change and u called.

im really sorry.

the world seems to be collasping onto me.

i cant seems to breathe.

will anyone be there to bring me out of the darkness.

where is the prince in fairy tale gone to ?

where is ur white horse ?

i hate the girl i am right now.

i really do need someone to lean on.

im not tat brave and cheerful as i seem to be.

i hate ppl calling mi..

stop pressing me for payment.

stop calling me cos of your kids

stop calling me to settle everything for you.

Im not your god.

i hated the things as it is right now !

i hated the world

stop pressing mi

i might go crazy

i hated betrayer.

can i believe that someone would bereally there for me ?

can i believe that someone would be by my side for life ?

the fact is no !

everyone got to depart in the end !

there isnt any guarantee in this whole !

sometimes i really wonder

where had the me gone to ?

i tink i changed alot .

i tink i have grown older.

where is the decent gal i am in the past.

where is the gal who hated vulgarities ?

where is the gal who hated smoking?

where is the happy little gal gone to ?

this environment , this stress is forcing me to turn into the person i am now.

I wish i could get away with every thing now.

can i ?

i hated changes.

when everything turn in a norm

u better stick with it !

like for today i have been waiting for the whole day.

but where have my norm gone to ?

it was like i fear.

i really fear changes..

so today i wasnt acting my usual self.

we had steamboat.

with my cousin n my mum.

then when we were chating or something.

they were talking about something i guess.

it was jus some joke but i don kon why i get pissed off and scolded my cousin.

i wasnt myself.....

i was feeling as in i lack of something.

i was waiting for something.

this is bad .....

really bad

Sometimes i do wonder what the hell am i doing?

like what my mum had said : he's fit into all the category of your ideal guy

yup that's right and so ?

I don even know what is on his mind.

Sometimes he can very good

and sometimes he do make mi pissed off.

and the only thing that i hated abt him is that he is too girly as in po po ma ma.

But anyway..

Recently got a bit stress up with the sudden outbreak of all debts

and of course many more reason.

I cant imagine a friend betray my cousin in such fucking stupid asshole way !

is it because human cant be trusted?

This world sucks to the core.

so decided to jio ed for k-ing release some stress

in the end tat stupid wt ps mi !

sai la him..

i told ed tml no matter i am to go k..

later tat quan oso very free haha.

although we onli 3 pax la but cos of me they oso go..

hope tml don last min PS mi...

someone came up to me and ask if i am a singaporean ?

the ans is Yes i am ..

the next thing that came up was..

ai ya singaporean are all looking a bf with 5 C

i was like ...

am i that materialise ?

so this is the kind of image i give people.

i should really check on my own behaviour

anyway i am going to stop here

oooo.. long weekend damn cool !

shall update what have i been doing on this few days..

lets start from fri ba.

hmm ya fri was cgg bday

dolly told mi a day b4 i guess

i was like so ???

cgg is acting strangely on fri.

keep stupidly smile at me.

i was like.

ya i kon its ur bday so ?

i don really care.

hmm

then when i reach home or wat a few hrs later i was shock to recieve his msg

i tot was dolly..

bt anyway he sms mi,

hmm today is my bday and ask if i gt present for him?

i was like, ur greatest present is when i reply ur sms !

but nv.

i nv reply his sms as usual..

why sld i reply his sms when i don consider him as a fren isnt it ?

wahaha..

oh ya and on fri the dolly ask mi a damn stupid question.

and i was like who the hell told him that.

he came up to me and ask if he offend me in a way or other.

don be crazy le.

if i were to consider u as a fren so nth u do will really much offend mi unless

u did something which really pissed me off.

actually in that working environment i onli gt 1 fren i guess

the rest i onli consider them as assoicates

not a fren....

fri night was so freaking bored la

then was on the phone with Mr J..

let name him as xiao bai nian ( xbn )

cos his gf all women which are older then him !

he kind of like older women la..

then he was like damn freaking bored.

forced me to do some psychological test.

test results was that im a very kind hearted girl

he say the results was so fake.

its a fact which he sld accept la.

ard 12.30am shorty's husband called me

as mi go for supper.

then i don wan.

but stupid shorty was at my hse downstairs le !

no choice but to go.

then XBN say he want to chat till i board the car .

so good of him ( i tink cos he oso very bored la ! he wont be tat good )

then we drove to JE for porridge..

it was not bad.

then went to their hse to stay overnight.

was suppose to sleep in the guest room de.

but we watch tv till tired then slept tgt in the master room.

as in mi n shorty on the bed.

Dou dou on the floor.

we were damn good frens la.

haha

i was at their house rotting tgt wif them for the past few days.

they onli drove mi home to bath

actually its to go home show face la.

so made a excuse say wanna bath.

haha.

ytd night we 3 did a damn stupid thing la we play mahjong but our betting stake was

a glass of water..

3 of us finish 5 jars of water !

so bloated !

wahaha

ytd we went to a hp shop i came across this china phone !

i wanna buy le.

cos that phone hor can use 2 sim card at a time le !

if that the case i need not bring 3 phone out at the same time

i can cut down on one phone.

isnt great !

still considering.

like wat my mum say im now doing big business .

cos need 3 phone.

y care when i need not pay the bills ?

haha

hmm...

oh ya that XBN is going to Australia to further his studies.

which mean i got 1 person less to chat on the phone.

haiz..

anyway wishes him all the best !

another good news !

my bro visa is gonna up he coming back

during nov so i lobang him help mi buy some winter wear !

haha..

he coming back for onli 2 weeks and he will fly back again !

ya ar that dolly ar don kon gt break his promises anot.

if he does i gonna tear off his skin !

hehe

jk

i so gentle where will do such stuff !

k la that's all ba..





P.S : I miss him

I have been trying to sorts things out this few days.

I have come out with a plan which might help me to stay safe n sound in this company.

Since its my choice in joining them, its a company which i had once loved among all that I

interview.

actually i have asked myself what do i really want in my life.

my answer was find a guy who dotes on me and peacefully we grow old together.

without any worries

n my one n only dream is to tour the whole world.

i don need a rich husband.

i jus need someone who is willing to listen to me

i can save up for the overseas trip.

together we can tour the world.

to achieve this target first of all i need a fixed pay.

so i believe by staying in this company is going to provide me with a fixed salary.

the only thing which i don like was her.

so i have come out with a plan to deal with her.

first of all i have to act stupid.

as in whatever they ask or what hell they need i just replied

what ?

i don understand u ?

i don know ?

even if i were to know what is that

i still have to answer as such ..

wondering why have i got to do so..

by doing so i am able to learn more things

since she is so unwilling to teach me

i got to do things my way to learn

when i act stupid

people will really tink im stupid.

thus they will be less defensive

and will talk more and explain in more detail

from then i will learn bit by bit

after im more familar with everything and find a chance to let her know

even without you teaching

I can learn things my own way.

after im more familar with all the paper work

if i got spare time i will enrol into a automobile classes.

*secretly*

secondly since she like to work so much.

i will be more than happy to let her do so.

hey look if im not working n i get the same pay when i slogging my guts out.

so y not

if that's what she want just let her be

that's the only way to survive without any conflict.

isnt it ?

do more say more = more mistake

so be wise

do less say less = lesser mistake

this is how i am going to survive....

智者生存

* I'm feeling like a devil*

*evil grin*


Im just a girl with a bad attitube

its either you love me or you hate me.

but i don give a damn about it.

take it or leave it that's me !

I am a very straight forward girl

its either i like it or hate u

you will see the attitude difference between like and hate !

if i hate u its for life !

wahaha

*evils *

oh ya im gonna lodge a complain !

today that dolly in the morning he was like about to go out i tink.

pass a a box saying your spare part

but i didnt open the box

i read the description on the box its was c/wheel

i recalled.

but jus don seem to know which job is still pending for that c/wheel

so i read the ref no. on it

its familar

but i really don kon which job was that.

i have been searching high n low for that stupid job card !

waste of my time

ass.

when i opened that box

i almost blurt out a vuglar language lucky i didnt !

its was just that packet of fruit plus he owe me !

i was like ?

erm

what the !

and today lunch sucks to the core man !

if my mum were to cook like this im so going to nag at her.

the rice was so freaking hard

n the vege was like so uncooked

and because i don usually love chewing

my teeth isnt strong enuff to chew..

as usual with this kind of food im so not going to eat.

therefore at ard 1 + im damn freaking hungry

keep eating the sweet lo

n that stupid leg is damn freaking pain today.

so i don do much of walking today sticking on my chair unless i go toilet la.

i really cannot hungry

if hungry my face sure damn black black de.

a hungry man is a angry man

heard of that.

but i had lots of rice for dinner !

damn shiok la !

till now still very full le !! haha



that's all for today dude !

被告：乌鸦

年龄：22岁

罪名：不守信用



案发时间介于12pm~12.30pm。



事发时并没有系上安全带



当馒头试图暗示他要记得系上安全带时



他屡劝不听



行为相当的顽固



乌鸦曾经答应过馒头会系上安全带的



但如今却出尔反尔



本席在这里宣告



乌鸦罪名成立



案发后乌鸦并不知悔改



说是因为胸口痛就不能系上安全带



那如果我的手指痛是不是就不用来上班呢？



一切都只是借口



但本席念在被被告年纪尚轻



又是初犯



决定轻判

被告被判保释金一包fruit plus糖-芒果口味

本席会亲自监督乌鸦的一举一动

所以请乌鸦自己注意一下自己所承诺每一件事

遵守承诺才是大丈夫所为

诺再犯

刑法可能增为2包fruitplus

或者是每天所能抽的烟会降为5只

或者是两者兼施

馒头奉劝乌鸦几句

请你好自为之！

娃哈哈！！！

今天的我

实在是气到了

今天的我真的很不爽！

我很少生气的

或许有时我会发一点小姐脾气啦

但没有像今天这样的

我这个人

不喜欢就是不喜欢

我最不喜欢人家搞一些小动作

唉呀！

不知道要如何说啦

总之就不是爽啦！

算了

我们不要跟那种人计较

今天我真的气到了

因为啊

我尽然用了3口解决掉那支雪糕！

我太厉害了

有时真觉的我好强！

静文

我们做人要会演戏，要学会假！

反正我们又不是朋友

只是同事

演戏又不会少块肉

无所谓！


就跟她演呗！

反正她也想演嘛！

其实


我们很要好的！


请不要误会哦 ！


我很爱她的！


真的！

这一切都是真的！


我想啊

今年噢斯卡会找我上台领奖吧

他们不找我去领奖


还能找谁！


你说是不是？？？

我看啊

我还是准备一些谢词

否则到时候上台时不知道要谢谢谁

我大人有大量不跟那个猪八戒计较

就如乌鸦所说的我们是人不是$3.60

人谁无错啊！

猪八戒放心老娘我会原谅你的！




对了今天我的蜘蛛今天掉了5只脚

我好伤心。。。

好伤心


我可怜的蜘蛛变成了龙虾

好可怜啊。。。

追根究底都是那支可恶有可恨的乌鸦

没刷牙

说什么有小强

去他的乌鸦嘴

小强真的出现了！

也害了我的蜘蛛！

我可怜的蜘蛛


没关系！

蜘蛛啊 ！

你乖噢。。

不哭了好吗？


不管你是蜘蛛还是龙虾！

妈妈永远爱你！

真的！


这是真的哦！


妈妈会帮你报仇雪恨的！


我们要同心协力！


人链一心！


一起对抗邪恶的乌鸦！


我们要以其人之道还至其人之生！


双倍讨回来！

我弟要出国了

不知会何时回来

但愿一路顺风

要常online哦！

我们会想你的 ！

虽然这是一条不归路

不过这就是我们的宿命

我们要勇于面对

我永远以你为荣

虽然我们几乎每天吵架

但毕竟血浓于水

这次分离也不知何时还会见到你。。

或许一年，两年。。

我们心里都知道

这次的路程坎坷

你一个人要好好照顾自己

要冬天了，多穿几件衣服。。

那里很冷

脾气要收了

我们不能送你到机场。。

不是不要是不能

你能体会吧！

但愿下次见面你身边会带着女朋友让你姐我瞧瞧！

你要好好的！

不要生病！

不要抽太多烟 ！

要常打电话回来！

你不是一个人

你还有我们！

谁敢欺负你，我坐飞机过去帮你报仇。。

不要害怕

虽然你到了那边人生地不熟

不过你的起居饮食我帮你安排好了。。

不用担心。。

天塌下来你还有我！

我挺你!

我的妈呀！

最近烦人的事越来越多。。

我都快不能呼吸了。。

一波未平一波又起

有太多事情

有好多顾虑

有许多情绪

缠绕著我的思绪

疲倦 疑惑 愤怒 幼稚

努力 堅持 练习 忍耐

总觉得不知道自己在幹嘛

我好想大哭一场！

但不行！

要堅持下去

我行的 !

眼泪不能解决问题！

要勇于面对！

离开很简单。。

留下来面对才是最辛苦的！

我想要創造出自己可以利用的價值

冲吧

孩子

別忘了停下來看看身旁的一切

虽然我也不清楚，

这是什么

不过似乎有他在烦恼会暂时离我而去

虽然吵吵闹闹的

不过很开心

当心情不好时，

看看他那张无聊到炮的鬼脸

就忍不住想笑！

好希望一切问题能迎刃而解！

最近真是穷到炮炸！

在加上我弟要出国！

加油......

我知道我可以!

成為我想要成為的!

ps:凌静文 別懶惰! 加油 ！

凌静文 你一定行！

oh ya

argh im exhausted...

had a tiring day ytd argh !!

i wanna die le..

went for company lunch after which went to the guan yin temple there

pai pai...

that stupid dolly don wanna help me light the incense stick.

i nv light a incense stick b4 de le..

usually frens or relatives will help mi de

den he made mi do myself argh...

then we went back bugis lo

then took the weirdest neoprint... argh

then after which went home..

reach at abt 7 ba bt was chatting on the phone wif Mr KC...

the busy-est man in the world !

haha.

but i always look for him when im in trouble la..

cos he settle thing sui sui de..

like my company de survey and all the stuff !!

he oso save my face this year

was my en ren !

cos my mum say as times goes by..

the number of flower and chocolate I recieved during V'day decrease !

lucky this yr Kc and brought mi one and send to my office.

which save mi face !

but next year...

i die...

chat with him till nv realise the time sia

then doorbell rang..

ed they all reach at ard 9 and i haven even bathe and all the stuff.

YQ say onli 3 coming lo.

in the end 5 came..

bt was having fun la..

till a point where i gt tired..

they play mahjong then me and w.t on the sofa haha..

they finish at ard 1 am...

bt the rain was like god damn big !

so they cant go home !

therefore we decided to play wii bt the yq is like god damn noob ..

i laugh till wana cry liao...

funny la !

i was feeling kind of fustrated and kind of regret giving my no. to CGG !

if not bcos fri daddy wanna tag along to IMM i believe i wont give him my no.

if someone did not reply any of ur sms u sld jolly well stop.

abit DL liao la...

F*ck..

he brought my fustrated to another level !

come to tink of it lunch was oso funny..

he was sitting at the other end

then benny was like asking if i wanna eat prawn..

i say i don wan cos i lazy to peel

a while later he came to sit beside benny and peel alot for mi sia..

weirdo...

if he still nv stop msg-ing mi i will do the trick and make sure he stop..

of course i will use my dad ( real daddy )

he is always the one who will help me stop this kind of sms/calls..

suddenly made mi rmb of xiao fei zai from 3g de..

kinna freak out !!

damn funny la..

but serve him right !

then they left at ard 230 and i woke up at 530 this morning

went to do some chariety job ..

here goes my weekend !

haha..

sian la later need to change nail colour again !

haha

hmm。。。


其实很奇怪吗？





第一次吃鸡仔饼会很奇怪吗？

我活到21岁都没吃过鸡仔饼

他们就好像觉得我是怪胎

那么我妈他们不时惨？


她已经40多岁都没吃过

我今天回到家就跟她说我今天吃了鸡仔饼

她还问我是什么

我肯定她也没吃过

哇哈哈

今天看到dolly心情好像没那么好

好像很累的样子

也好像很多烦恼

不过希望他能早日渡过难关

不再有烦恼

从此之后能开开心心的



像我一样 ！



我啊！



看开了！



开心也是一天，不开心也是一天！



不如开开心心的过！



别给自己太多的压力！



就行了。。。



人嘛！



要懂得知足常乐 ！



加油吧！



dolly 加油！

你行的！

过了就是你的 ！















P。S：dolly看了这篇文章就请笑一个吧 ！ 加油 ！你一定行！





因为你是我的$ 3.60 ！

hmm.. brought a new phone ytd..

last night was watching the yang warriors till ard 3 am

hehe

i actually tried to go to bed..

bt jus cant seem to sleep.

i tot i will be like a walking corpse today..

bt luckily im not !

oh ya ytd damn funny la..

i tot i made p.x angry or something that he's ignoring mi ytd lo..

damn shit right???

after which i then realise cos he tot im angry wif him for don kon wat reason.

so we had been ignoring one another.

b4 we clear that stupid misunderstanding !

stupid sia..

he brought a lot tidbit back from Malacca sia..

im sure gonna turn fat de..

but its happy to c so much food !!

wahaha....

today i did something damn embarrassing !

i have been trying to learn the parts in a turbo charger.

and how it works etc..

as im a visualize i need pictures to help understand..

so i came across a forum where you ask a qn and someone online will ans..

i gt some enquiry.

actually p.x explain to me eariler on abt how the air travel inside the turbocharger and

how the shaft wheel spin.

somehow i still don quite get why do they need to suck the air in?

so i decide to po online c if anyone can make it simple where i can understand..

bt bt bt

there was this guy if im not wrong he is an ang mo.

he sounds sarcastic ..

he repiled saying that hey look dude im not trying to be a smart alex but the question you have

ask is just common sense ?

argh..

damn ps lo..

should't have done that

haha..

nvm i ask because i don kon.

anyway today p.x made a great effort to make sure i understand

even do experiment...

although i keep asking and asking he still patiently answer all my question.

didnt get angry haha..

cos mostly ppl by then will be fed up of me le..

im a bit stupid so must be patient with me...

wahaha..




我的梦。。。。

我希望我喝著情人為我煮的熱牛奶早起

吃著培根和蛋

一切是這麼的美好

我比鳥兒早起

所以我一定聽得到鳥兒再為我而唱

我想我應該會坐在海岸的對面

而海浪的聲音則是我最愛聽的音樂

藍色是我最愛的顏色

說不定我會看著海一整天放空

天和海的連結就像心與心的連結直到黃昏來臨

夢裡就像是實境一般的真實

熟悉的他在我面前一樣的帅气

夢中我到了

我沒到過的地方

遇到了模糊的他

影像中的他 ：

他不是很高

但高我一点点

长的或许对别人来说没有100分

但是我却觉得很帅

会设法逗我开心

很疼我

对我很好

很注意我

很了解我

很关心我

他做事时很认真

为人幽默，老实，正直

很爱动物。。

能解除我所有的烦恼，所有的不愉快。。。

*slap* *slap*

但梦醒了

全部都归零。。

我们必须回到现实！

have not been updating blog...

so shall start with things that happen on fri...

first thing in the morning is of course the marketing meeting

agenda is of course all the marketing things and stuff

however at the end of it we were a bit off topic.

talking abt the company trip during year end etc...

hmm after that ppl from or_ _ de came collect the car

he damn funny sia say y i so happy today keep smiling and etc.

u kon y ?

cos he save us from the meeting

wahaha

cos of him our meeting ended..

Sim ask me to know all the parts.

so what to do i have to know.

in my previous company although im a sales co-ordinator i don even kon wat the hack

they are selling etc..

because they have sales pax so i do not need to know all this stuff.



for now i will try..



will learn as much as i could jus for the sake of my kids !



when i came out of meeting tat day..



check my phone.



i saw a no. of miss call from my cousin, guma and gugu..



so after my lunch i called they back while i was trying to breathe some fresh air outside !



you kon what the hell they are telling me ??

the money that was supposing to come down to compenstate us was taken by that bitch !!!!



hey dude its 10k for ur kids de.



how could u do such a thing ?



are you a mother ???



when we call her she said she had no money for the kids..



what the fuck !



didnt you took that money away ??



she even took the 800 hundred away when we scap the car !



KNN !!



i was damn fucking piss off and DL la !

she would rather use the money on clubbing every night than on her kids !

what kind of human is she ???

after the phone call was suppose to go back to office through the front door..



however my leg jus lead me to the back door.



so was sitting behind wif them again.



at this moment P.X did something which i always hated



he came up to me and say he wanted to intro his fren to me..



i was like wtf ?



(p.s: anyway i wasnt really angry la. it's just that i wasnt in a good mood that day and bu zhi zhe wu zui so i wont blame him )



am i in the mood to do something like that !



base on my past experience when someone were to give my no to someone i don kon..



was ....



you and i from today onwards are no longer consider fren...



we became hi bye fren from that day onwards



i would even go to the extreme to change my phone no.



actually every fri was reserve for jen jen they all de..



so fri we were suppose to go and eat sakura at town de..



but in the end i really don have mood to go so ps they all the very last min at ard 3 plus..



then call ed they all come out acc mi for dinner..



wahaha...



its still good to have frens !



somehow when im home tat day could not sleep sia..



so ard midnight decide to hang on line..



then saw p.x online haha



decide to disturb him..



we chatted all the way to 4 am sia ..



wow..



(p.s : that ghost face was really kool ! )



ytd did nth actually brought the kids to mac at taman jurong then rotting wif them at home..



oh ya i saw zhilli sia my pri sch fren haven seen him for a long time sia..



i couldn't even stop and say hello.



onli hi and bye ps la..



cos i bringing the kids out ma..



the funny thing is that he sms mi and ask if they were my kids?



LMAO !



do i look like a mum !!



wahaha...



the kids were damn cute sia..



wen i alight from the bus stop was trying to walk over to their house..



they saw mi from above on the 11th floor !



they keeping shouting and shouting



and the funny things is that i heard them !



and have to keep waving to them while walking damn ps lah..



arent they cool kids !!



as i can onli afford to c them during weekend !



i promise to bring the kids to my house to play again in 2 weeks time !



it gonna be another chaos again !

its the same old routine but anyway tml its FRI !!!

hurray !!

till now maragret had not tell me where to go tml !

nvm tml if nv go out can go eat burger king !

had been craving for it a long time !!

oh ya today stupid P.X when i was concentrating on my work

then when i was abt to turn ard wanna go workshop find him to sign the job card

suddenly he shouted my name !

scare the hell out of mi !!!

!#@#$

happy la !

had ur revenge !

hmm i brought something today !

My fav VR (ice)..

felt a bit sinful..

bt ok la occasionally oso can de !

nt that bad ba !!!

recently thinking of opening my own blogshop !

had been trying to figure hw to go about doing it...

wish me good luck !

anyone wanna watch overheard ???

I wanna watch le !

who's free ???

haha...


anyway ,

singapore bday coming soon !

happy 44th birthday singapore !!!

hurray !!

looking forward to the pleadge moment 8.22pm on 9 aug 2009 !!

so looking forward to it !!!

go girl !

我想我也因该撥一些时间做自己喜欢的事


















































































哇哈哈　！

slept at 3.30 am last night..

woke up at 8 today to acc my mum to market...

i was feeling so shag today...

I went to fetch the kids at ard 4 to doris house warming...

i sent them home at ard 7.30 pm...

that was when the incident happen...

that was when i exploded

when i sent the kids home..

i saw their mum with her parents..

I knew something was not quite right !

told them to give me a sec while i sent kids to their room first...

called gu ma and my cousin over..

i was talking to her first b4 they rush over..

the first thing tat come out of her mouth was nt abt her kids

nt abt how's her husband

It was MONEY ! money money money

what the hack..

ya right i have sold one of the car..

and so ?

stop pressing on me for money issue..

wen the raise their voice scream and shouting at me..

I really do feel scared..

but i really cant show it out i have to be fiercer then them...

she told me she wanted the kids so she ask for 3 k and as well as the 2 maid !

i say jus take whatever you wan !

but i wont give you a single cent !

she said she don have money to feed the kids..

might as well you give me the auit ( car ) and i give you the 3 kids....

hey the you need to pay 2.7k a mth for the auit you are unable feed the kids ?????

wat kind of a reason is tat....

i really hate screaming and shouting...

im scared when ppl raise their voices..

at that time i really feel so helpless

its seems that im wrong...

the way the 3 of them talk made me feels like giving in..

anyway once my guma and cousin arrived i ran home le...

i tink they are now still talking...

maybe im still a child who cant handle this kind of situation

i feel so useless....

im now feeling damn pek chek !

feel like screaming !

argh!!!!!!!

its so naive of me to say that i wanted to protect them...

feel like crying but there isnt any tears..

is it because im too used to swallow all my tears back ?

i feel so lost...

what should i do?

which is the right way ?

i don like leading...

what if i bring everyone to a wrong one?

im afraid that they might put the blame on me !

argh !!!!!!!

im struggling

哇 ！ 我的标题很殺，很酷。。

对吧！

很想知道我今天究竟发生了什么事吧？

但是，在我写这篇文章前

请各位读者

闭上双眼默哀一分钟

因为在1976年的今天凌晨3点多

当每个人在熟睡的时候

唐山发生了一起地震

那可是一场死亡人数最高的一次 ！

我们一起闭上眼睛

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一分钟了。。。

我们回归正传吧。

话说今天恶霸出没！

有时我在想这些强强是不是色鬼投胎的。。。

为什麽老喜欢躲在女厕呢？

不过

今天我成了勇士！

我把强强赶回家！！！

我厉害吧！~

*掌声*~~~~





案发现场


今天大概11点的时候，


我上厕所！


本以为今天所有的强强已经听到了我的哀求声


我以为我们已经达成了协议。。

因为我早上第一次上厕所时没有看到他们。。


不过他还是出现了!


干他的！


害我连要灭个火都要提心吊胆！


连拉链都没拉就要跑出来！


他妈的！

不过

我在4点多的时候。。


鼓气了前所未有的勇气带着我的手机


为了要见证这历史性的一刻！


我可是冒死上战场！


跟恶霸决议死活！


我手里握着类似扫把的东西。。


在这你跑我打得混乱中


当然中间残渣了许多惨叫声


但是我终于还是获胜了！！


我有照片为证

its sat !!

the weather forecast lied again..

it say it's gonna rain..

in the end?

i cannot even see a drop of rain.

its bright and sunny today.

so i actually wanted to ignore the weather forecast and decide to go to the ZOO..

as i have been craving for like 1 mth?

finally other then Mr HH there is someone who wants to accompany me.

but in the end he told he might not be free tommorrow.

i was a bit disappointed.

my zoo trip gone....

once again

or should i give a call to davin since he msn me few days ago saying he's gonna bring me to zoo..

hmm....

i don know la

he say he will get back to me tonight then see how lo..

oh ya today i was amazing in office..

i swear im absolutely amazing...

there 2 walk in customer send their fuel pump in to repair..

i used my hand to hold the fuelpump..

my hand all black sia...

first time i dare to touch !

wasnt i amazing?

i went to ah jing who is in the vehicle workshop.

go there crap with him waiting for the unload the buffet items down.

shui bian tell him how amazing i was...

wahahaha..

im so proud of myself !

everyone has been asking how has my grandma been .

had i settle all my family issue..

thankyou all for concern you have gave.

things are getting better..

im going back to my old cheerful self..

not to worry...

that stupid ass hole boss had called and said he will pay my outstanding salary as well..

woo hoo!

oh ya later will be going over to Mr YQ bday !

here to wish him happy 21st bday first !! wahaha

我解放了，我放了！！！

娃哈哈！！！！

今早闷闷不乐的。。

现在我感到舒服多了。。

今早到公司就想炸了，

到因为有一支超大的小强在那厕所。。。

我怕的炸不出。。

真是恶心 ！

平时哪些小的小强我还能和他们讲话。。。

但是大的我想没办法 ！！！

强强们！ 请大发慈悲绕了老娘我吧！

行行好不要出现在老娘我面前好吗？？？

算我怕了你！！

刚才谢了。。

你躲了起来我才能安心炸。。

不过尽量不要出现在我面前。。。

拜托！！

我已经换了新工作。。

我啊是不清楚，

我还在摸索。。

是适合我的环境吗？

做得如何？

这些问题一只围绕着我。。

目前是没有什么大问题啦。。

还能应付。。。

我想这间公司为一令我不满的只有他们的厕所。。。

有小强！！！！

害得我每次上都要和小强先打个招呼！！

每次上厕所要自言自语的，分散自己的注意力！！！

真是有他妈的讨厌！！！！

别在说公司的事了！ 现在下班，公司就抛在脑后吧！！

话说最近老娘我突然觉得其实以前的我错了。。

看男人的眼光我错了。。

因为以前老娘我喜欢的男生都是一些细皮嫩肉的男生。。

那些明星啦之类的！！！

因为觉得这样才帅！

但如今我改变了 ！！！

我觉得认真的男人最帅！

这是我从来多没有发现的！

不管是什么国家，只要是认真，那真的很帅！

那时酷毙了！帅呆了！！

two thumbs up !

至少我是这么觉得。。。

haha..

好了老娘我时间到了！ 要睡了明早要做工呢！！






老娘就此停笔。。。。。。。。

咱们后会有期。。

拜拜~

晚安！